Sunday, August 28

tears running down my face

~*Katie*~ says:
hey sexy
*Lisa* says:
hiya bumbum
~*Katie*~ says:
lol
~*Katie*~ says:
whats up?
*Lisa* says:
I need a hug
~*Katie*~ says:
WHATS WRONG?!
*Lisa* says:
SO MUCH! I'm like sitting here crying for serious cuz I've needed a hug for like the past two days
~*Katie*~ says:
aaaaaaw tell me all about it!
*Lisa* says:
http://dapolarbear.blogspot.com/2005/08/dedicated-to-friend.html
*Lisa* says:
I wrote that, read it- it explains a bit
~*Katie*~ says:
k
~*Katie*~ says:
WHO WAS IT?!
*Lisa* says:
ben major
*Lisa* says:
I just feel so horrible for making him cry
~*Katie*~ says:
i'm so sorry hun!
~*Katie*~ says:
did you break up with him?
*Lisa* says:
no, we weren't ever together. he was with another girl and she broke up with him and he was wondering why, so I told him why and he totally started crying, and I remembered my last breakup and started crying too and I haven't stopped yet...

'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry I can't be perfect
.
I try not to think
About the pain I feel inside
Did you know you used to be my hero?
All the days you spent with me
Now seem so far away
And it feels like you don't care anymore
.
And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I'm never gonna be good enough for you
I can't stand another fight
And nothing's alright
.
'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry I can't be perfect
.
Nothing's gonna change the things that I said
Nothing's gonna make this right again
Please don't turn your back
I can't believe it's hard
Just to talk to you
But you don't understand
.
'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry I can't be perfect
Perfect- Simple Plan

3 comments:

that lisa girl said...

yeah, but you didn't ever know that he would ever see them... I was the one who had the agency to show him and tell him stuff, making him cry. if it weren't for me, he wouldn't have cried at all.

thesexyswede said...

*hug*

that lisa girl said...

I need a hug right now. ...it's not like anyone's gonna read this ever; I'm just writing it so it's on file... for reasons I don't know why.

but I really do want and NEED a hug. RIGHT NOW. I just had a fight with my parents about how I've been spending my time lately, and then I totally just left the house trying not to explode at them and now I'm back and everyone's asleep and I'm all alone... and I've started falling for this guy at my work named Aaron but he's just not for me and I KNOW IT but I'm still
F
A
L
L
I
N
G for him... and I just want a hug and a good shoulder to cry on that will just let me cry and not stop HOLDING me tightly and caressing me till I'm done.

maybe I'll go to Katie's house. ...maybe.