Friday, April 11


Well, I didn't get to say all that I wanted to say last time, but oh, well. Okay, Kristi was just talking to me and she is sad that dad doesn't trust her anymore.

I'm going to get my hair cut tomorrow. It is now just down to my elbows, I think, and I am going to get it cut up to my sholders. I hope that it's ok. I want to donate all of that extra hair to the Locks of Love Foundation for Cancer patients, but they aren't in the phone book and dad didn't want me to call the operater because it cost 75 cents every time that we called them. I just think, -well whoopdedo, who cares about 75 cents- but I wasn't about to tell him that. Oh, well.

In English we're reading the book The Diary of Anne Frank. In it Anne tells her heart's feelings to her journal, and in most of her entrees she says something about her mother and how she's so different from Anne's own personality. She also says that she doesn't even think of her mom as a mom. I think that that's sad. I am SO greatful that mom isn't that way. I love my mom just as she is.

In art we did this really cool project with warm and cool colors. I did a donkey with a fence in the background and the colors fading from light to dark. I think that they look pretty real. I don't think that I could have done them abstract or anything like that and still made it look ok. Oh, well.

In science I finally had an easy test!! I was so excited!! This was the first test that I have ever taken in Hyrnyshyn's that hasn't taken me at least two days in class to finish. Cool, huh? I also had that happen in History, too. It was super easy. I had at least 15 minutes to spare after I had finished. That was so cool to me.

In clothing Emily and I finally finished our boxer shorts. Emily was using this really stretchy material that was like it was from another world, but it was cool. I didn't really measure my waist before I threaded the elastic through, so my waistband is really huge. Oh, well. You know, it took us at least 2 days to get the hems and elastic casing done right. I think that that is kinda sad, but it was our first time trying to read the instructions sheets, plus Mrs. Gonzales was sick for 2 out of the last three days of our sewing. Well, at least we got something done, right?

In drama I think that we're actually going to be doing something fun!! We're working on characterising, so we get to pick a movie scene and do it with our own picked groups!! Casey Volks, Laurie, Rachel, and Bree are in my scene, and we're doing the one from Monty Python and The Holy Grail where they're at the French castle and the French are insulting them. I'm part of the French guy and Laurie's the other part. I'm not really sure who anyone else is, though.

In Drama Troupe yesterday we learned stage combat!! It was really cool and fun to learn. We learned a whole lot of punches and we also learned how to fall and not hurt ourselves. It was cool. Now every time we see each other Michael and I make up a fake fight and use some of the techniques. It is so fun! But, while we were learning the falls, we had to really use our leg muscles. Now I have a dead right upper leg, and I've had one since we were walking home from the Troupe. Sad, huh? Well, I think that I'll get over it fast, or at least I hope so.

Mom also took me birthday shopping and I got some more of the Left Behind Series, and I got 3 of the Song of the Lioness series. Cool, huh?

Well, I gotta go and find some info on where to donate my hair, so bye.

Tuesday, April 8


Well, there are 8 more days until my birthday. Cool, huh? Well, I think that I will be able to finish my shorts in clothing tomorrow because all Emily and I have to do is serge the hems and then hem the bottom and sew the casing and insert the elastic around the waist. Cool, huh? We went and got material for my bag today. I got something other than stars or the color blue - horses! I think that it looks pretty cool, and I hope that it looks cool as a bag.

Yesterday Kristi was burning cds, and I was like,"Hey, Kristi, there's an easier and faster way to burn them on this other program." So, I showed her, and we were picking the ones that we were going to burn when the computer crashed. How stupid, huh? I feel so bad now. After that she was looking at me the way that people look at you when they're really pissed off, but they're trying not to show it. It made me feel bad for the rest of the night.

Jeff came over last night, too. He stayed for FHE and we watched the DVD The Living Christ. I think that it was a pretty good lesson. I think that Jeff is pretty comfortable here, except when Teri and Marci beat on him. Oh, well. I think that he's cool. Oh, I was looking at Rachel Konishi's notebook yesterday and I saw a picture of KC and I thought that it was Jeff at first. Weird, huh?

Thursday, April 3


Ok, I have to tell this. Yesterday was one of our short days at school, and I had the same lunch as Matt, KC, and Emily, KC's friend you know. Well, after I finished eating, Emily K. and I went to the financial office and when we came back out, KC and Emily were there. Well, we went to the library and found Matt on the way. Emily and I checked our grades and KC and Emily sat at a table and were showing each other I don't know what. Matt went I don't where. Well, when we were done, I went and talked to Barker about my grade in his class, and after that Emily and I went back out into the hall where we met Michael and Danica Allen. She has been calling me "Captive" a lot lately and pulling me around. So I was trying to get away when Michael and Danica grabbed my backpack and I slipped out of it. I ran away and was trying to get in the library and go sit by KC, but they were blocking the door shut. So, I ran around the library to the other side and sat down by KC just as Michael walked through the library. They gave me my backpack back and I was sitting there and Mike and Emily and Matt all came over and were standing there. The librarian got mad at all of us standing there, so we went out into the hall. There we met Bree Halladay, and someone else, but I can't remember who. Oh, well. Anyways, Mike was trying to pull me to class but the bell hadn't even rung yet. So, I slipped out of my backpack again and started running down toward the library again when Matt stuck out his foot and tripped me! I went flying all the rest of the way to the library doors and was sitting there when like everybody in the hall came over and was like," are you ok?" and Matt was like,"I thought that you were going to jump it!" I feel so embarassed now. Oh, well. Then in 7th period Bree was like, " Matt was so mean at lunch! Stupid Matt!" That made me feel even worse because everyone was doing that during the show. There wasn't even a real reason for them to be saying that, and yet they were. I feel so bad.

Today we had our cast party. I had a lot of fun. We played "Lifeguard" and "Shipwreck." They were both new to me, but they were fun to play. At first when I go there, we were in the auditorium so that we could watch a slide show that Chase Brown made. It was cool. Then we had to move to Miss Arnold's room because she was doing the school talent show tryouts in the auditorium. I had already passed out my poster for everyone to sign in the aud., and I don't know who took it to Miss Arnold's room, but they didn't pass it around, so I was like freaking out because I couldn't see it. So, Bree and I went all the way back to the aud. looking for it. When we got back, it was sitting on the floor. Stupid, huh? Well, anyways, the first thing that we did when we were in there was that we were told what awards we had won in the show. I got the "Pencil Addict" Award because there was not a single scene that I didn't have my pencil except for scene changes. Cool, huh? Yeah, I had fun, plus I think that I got everyone to sign my poster except Anna because she was at track and Ester because she had a show. But that's ok.
In art we're doing a project called shared art. My picture had two people in it. We were supposed to color our original and then have someone in 1st period color a copy of it. Emily got mine, and she is making the people aliens. It looks really cool, even though that's not what I would have done. Oh, well.

I need to go to bed. I have been so tense lately, and I don't know why. Mom says she might take me to a professional massagger this weekend because my muscles are so tight. Well, gotta go.

Ok, this is wierd. I thought that all of my notes are in my Journal folder and it turns out that they're not. So all of my entrees are all messed up: just in case you'd like to know why.

Monday, March 31


Today was a miserable day for me. I was so onery today to everyone, and I feel really bad now about it all. I was walking down the hall to history today and Matt was like," Hello! It looks like you got up on the right side of the bed this morning!" And I was like," Oh, well, I didn't." And then I walked out of sight at the bottom of the stairs while he was going up. I looked back when I said my line, and I think that it looked like he wanted to stay and talk for a little longer, but I just kept on walking. I feel so bad now.

We finally did get through all of our shows. Dad won't stop asking how I feel now that it's over. Oh, well. You know, on stage I just wasn't nervous at all. I just acted like it was just one of our practices, and I did fine. I guess that we had gone over it all so many times that I was that comfortable doing my part. Cool, huh?

I just burned a copy of the Charlie Brown cd so that I could still have a copy. I have a copy of the music and a copy of the script that I'm going to keep. Charlie Brown is so easy to make connections to in real life. I just love it.

Ok, I have to say this, or it's going to bug me. Today in the strike to clean up the theatre, I got bored so I went and sat by KC and Emily. Emily is one of our techies. I was just sitting there for company and then Ashlee Erdmann comes over. She is a real talker, so I just sat there listening. I think that KC likes Emily. I don't know if she likes him back, but, oh, well. Well, I finally got so bored of just sitting there that I went and got my cd player out of my backpack and I started listening to it. Ashlee called out something, and then I was like," What?" She asked if I liked KC. I said," As a friend, yes." Then Ashlee and Matt kept teasing me kinda about what I said. I just don't know if I said the right thing or if I offended any one or anything. It makes me feel more depressed just thinking about it.

Well I need to go to bed cuz it's 11:15 pm. I am going to be tired tomorrow, plus I need to finish my art project. Well, goodnight.

Sunday, March 23


Things have been so hectic lately. This week my schedule is terrible. Tomorrow is ok, Tuesday is just the same, Wednesday is awful. First I have rehearsal right after school until 6:30, and then I have Mutual at 7:00, plus I have to get over there early to set up my art stuff for the Variety night. On Thursday at 2:00 I have an orthodontist appointment, and then my SLCs at 3:30, and then the play at 5:30 until it's over. K, I just realized that I don't have school on Friday because of SLCs! That just made my day!! But then I have the play from 5:30 until it's over. On Saturday I have the play from 12:30 until it's over, and then I have it again from 5:30 until it's over. Exciting, huh? Not really.

In clothing I have had enough time lately to do just about anything. I made a log cabin pillowcase for my body pillow in class. That's a lot of extra time, don't you think? Then this weekend I made myself a shirt top thing out of polar fleece. Cool, huh?

My face has been extremely dry too. Mom got Kristi and me a face cleanser stuff that makes my face flake like nothing else. It's awful. It also makes my face itch and hurt at the same time. It's a really weird sensation and it's uncomfortable, but hey, most of my zits are going away. My moustashe is getting really out of hand, too.

Yesterday when I was vacuuming my bedroom the vacuum quit on me. I think that I ruined its plug. Oh, well.

On Friday last week dad went ice fishing. I wanted to go with him because it was a day off of school, plus I haven't gone ice fishing yet this year. He went down to fish lake. I'm jealous. I didn't go because we had rehearsal, on our day off of school! How retarded, huh?

My mouth hurts. My gums on my left side of my mouth are growing over top of my braces or something, and it's been hurting me like nothing else these last few days. My hands are dry too. My leg is getting better, though. I need to shave my arm pits, too.

Mom took me pants shopping yesterday. I was surprised to find that stores still sell pants that are not low riders. I got two pairs of pants and a pair of jeans capris. I like them a lot. The pair that I really like I wanted more of, but that was the only pair that they had. Mom couldn't find another pair that was the same size. Oh well. At least now I have something to wear that's not holy.

I got a new part in the play. It's the part of Lucy in the Glee Club song. I like it, but I haven't told anyone else in my family yet. I wonder what their reaction will be when they find out. I got Lucy, and Krystan Perez got Linus's part. I think that it will be really funny. Krystan's normally really obnoxious, but funny all of the time. I like him. He's cool, even if I don't show him that I think that. I don't like my character throughout the play, though. Melissa wants me to be more bratty, and that was kind of like my initial character, but it hasn't been recently until Melissa came back from California. Oh, well.

Oh, also, you know how Krystan takes my pencil? Well, I changed my security item for the blanket dance to be a pencil, the same one that he takes!! It all makes sence to me, but most other people don't get it. It's like my pencil is my best friend, and then Krystan takes it and it makes me mad! It all makes sence to me.

I also got done with my personal progress thing where I had to write in my journal. Now I have to exersice and think about the scripture 1Corinthians 3:16 I think it was. It's about how my body is God's temple and I have to respect that. Cool, huh?

Well, I have to be able to wake up in the morning, so I had better get to bed

Monday, March 17


Today is Monday. You know how Mondays are: brainfart days. Today was awful. This morning my contact wouldn't go in for like 5 minutes. My hair was still wet from my shower last night. My cold has been getting worse. My lips are really chapped and I can't breathe through my nose. My face is really dry and flaky. I really need to wax my upper lip. My hands are especially dry because of the unusually cold weather. I cut my leg really bad shaving last night. My legs are dry too. I got my hoodie caught in the back door of the car, so now it has grease on it. In play rehearsal, my costume has a really low neck. I couldn't sing for Melissa when I tried out for Lucy's understudy because my throat was hurting. I really got on Hyrnyshyn's bad side this morning before school by picking up his Gumby and Poky. Mom got mad at me for standing on her on her piano for Shroeder. Mom's really mad right now because somebody lost her finger scrubber. I won't get to bed until late tonight again because I have lots of homework. I didn't do my weekend english homework that was due today. I learned that my history teacher is coming back tomorrow. Jose` wouldn't stop showing off is really low pants that were down to his knees. Stephen wouldn't stop talking about how our sub had grabbed his butt. Everybody kept on pulling my hair because I had it in two ropes. My machine is due tomorrow and I have to fix it and finish the write up on it. I smell like paint. I got my hair caught on the hanging disco balls in my room. I still don't know if I really want to be Lucy's understudy.

Well, besides that, it's been a really grand day. Not. I just feel really sick, but, hey, I don't have to go to rehearsal tomorrow or the next day, I don't think.

I feel good about myself when I don't get on other people's bad sides. I feel good about myself when I'm wearing modest clothes.


Friday, March 14


Today is Pi day. Cool, huh? Well, speaking of math, I had a test in geometry today. I finished just as the bell rang for me to go to my next class. I would have finished earlier, but I wanted extra credit. So that means that I wrote out how I did the different problems, and then I stapled them to the test. I know, you probably think that I'm crazy, but that's what Mr. Barker does.

Also, in math, a couple of days ago we were supposed to write our own circle problem. I wrote,"Wes was in one of those air ball things, and Mr. Barker's 5th period class has just pushed him down a hill that is 2 miles long. How many times will Wes turn if the diameter of the ball is 84 inches?" I felt really bad afterwards, and I still do.

In history yesterday, I presented my bill about making our own natural gas. The class pretty much agreed, but they didn't like how I was going to fund it. So, I changed it from taking money from the military, to taking money from the people who do weird studies for no reason at all. Cool, huh? Not really. Anyways, now my family and that class and anybody else that I told it to won't leave me alone about it. Sad, huh?

In english, Mrs. Jenkins cannot stop giving us homework. First we had that stupid contrast paper, and now we have to read at least 3 short stories outside of class. It's getting really annoying.

In science I really need to get going on my machine. I think that I might build it all out of K'nex after all, except for my screw. I just don't see how I could do that.

I finally finished my vest today in clothing. I went back after school to see if Mrs. Gonzales had finished grading it, but she told me that she hadn't. She did say that I could take it home for the weekend, and just bring it back on Monday. So, that's what I'm doing.

In drama, Miss Skye isn't really fun. Sure, the activities that we did were fun, but her teaching or supervising stuff wasn't. Our class was really obnoxious today. It was really sad. It could have been my best class of the day, but everyone was just hyper, I guess.

For the play, I'm kinda in between on if I still want to be Lucy's understudy. I guess that some of that indecision could be because I'm sick. Sadness! I have not been a happy girl lately. I've been tired all of the time, and my throat started hurting and my nose started running yesterday. Anyways, Kristen was there today, so I didn't have to do her lines. I still want to, but it's a lot of memorizing and watching to see what all of her blocking is. Today I tried to catch it all, but when I tried to go over it just a minute ago, I could bearly remember. Sad, huh? Plus, I'm still a little shy around all of those ninth graders who have the main parts. It bugs me so much. Well, I don't have much else to memorize besides the blocking. It's just a couple parts in a couple of songs, and then whatever lines I don't already know or have memorized.

Our costumes are due on Monday. Mom found a dress that looks like a women's navy outfit that's too short for me. I hope that Melissa will accept it, because I don't want to look for anything else.

I need some new clothes. Almost all of the clothes I have right now are either hand me downs or have a bunch of holes in them or both. Sad, huh?

Well, I feel good about myself when I (11) am not shy around others, (12) have time to read, (13) get my homework done early, and when I can stay awake at night without falling out of my chair. I guess I need to work on all of those things, huh? Well, I guess I gotta go.

Monday, March 10


On Friday night we went to Sister Ellis's house and had a sleepover to pass off camp stuff for girls camp. We stayed up until past midnight and sang happy birthday to Melissa Frandsen. I had a really fun time. The people who were there were Candace Bonsteel, Sarianne Carlson, Samantha Douma, Laura Bassett, Melissa and me. The leaders who were there were mom and Sister Ellis, and Sister Bonsteel for part of the night. I feel good about myself when I am clean and I smell fresh.

On Saturday night, I stayed up until past midnight because I was working on my project for science, and then I took a shower. I am so wiped because of those late nights. It's really awful. I feel good about myself when I make the right choices.

Kristi's been having a new guy friend over. His name is Jeff. He's really nice. He's tall, but he has two earings and he wears a necklace. He came over for Family Home Evening tonight, and we had fun with him while we played Phase 10. He's cool! He gets along really well with everybody, too. It's really awesome.

In the play, Melissa is gone for this whole week. She's in California with her husband. He's in the traveling show called "The Young Ambassadors" and Melissa went with them as a chaperone/ stage manager. This is probably cool for her, but I want to ask her if I can be Lucy's understudy. Kristen Southerland wasn't there today, and she will most likely not be here all week because she has strep throat. I asked Mrs. Thompson if I could be Lucy's permanent understudy, but she said that she didn't have the authority to give me that part. It kinda made me mad, but it all makes sense, doesn't it? Well, I did email Melissa, but I have no idea if she has access to her email down there. I'm also going to memorize Lucy's lines anyways, just in case Kristen takes a long time to get better.

In clothing I'm almost done with my vest, and this time I have Emily to do things with along the way. She's at the same place as me on our vest. Cool, huh? I think that it's going to be cool.
Well, I think that I am doing a good job on all of my personal progress stuff. I hope that I can continue to have a fun time with all of that. Well, I feel good about myself when I am good and healthy. Well, I need to go to sleep soon so that I can be good and healthy tomorrow.

Thursday, March 6


I would have written more last night, but these notes only hold 5000 letters. Sad, huh? Well, today I'll start out with what immediatly comes to mind: rehearsal, but that's problably because I'm listening to the music right now. Anyways, when we were running the "Happiness" song and we got to the part where I'm supposed to hug Matt or something, he hugs me. Everytime that we did that part in the song, I couldn't stop giggling. Then he asked me if I would do that in the real production or not. I couldn't decide. He's such a nice guy. Oh, we were also missing Ester and the cd music for the first couple of run throughs, so I went and played the piano. I really played bad. It was awful. But Chase, as usual, when we finally got the cd out, said," And let's have a big hand for our piano player, Lisa." I was so embarassed!

Today after first period, we were in the computer lab, I was walking around up stairs to get to my 2nd period class, and I saw Laurie and Matt talking by Mrs. Christiansen's room. Laurie has her for Spanish and Math, and Matt has Mr. Butler for math. Laurie told me this: she and Matt used to come out of first period and yell "YEAH" and give each other hard high fives, but now they just do little fives, and they stand there talking for more time. Laurie told me in Science that she likes Matt, too. Then at lunch, Emily and I got our lunch really fast and went to our table. Matt was there, and he was like,"Where's Laurie? I need some of her lunch to last through 5th period." When she finally got there and gave him some lunch, he gave her a hug of friendship, you know, like,"thanks" and afterwards Laurie would not stop freaking out about how he had hugged her! I thought that that was hilaria. Also today in rehearsal, Corinne who is our choreographer, gave us duct tape to tape our mouths shut so that she would be able to think. When Laurie and I took it off, we were so sticky that we went and got water from my waterbottle to wash it off. Sad, huh?

Last night at mutual, I did announce that Lakeridge is doing Charley Brown and that people could come to me if they wanted tickets. We did Personal Progress, but before we left, I could not find my book! I looked everywhere that I thought it would be, and I found Teri's, but I just couldn't remember where I had put it. So, I just left without it. Then, I asked Sister Breiter if I could have the old Medallions if I finished the old Personal Progress Program. She said that I could, but she wasn't sure how long she would have the leftover Young Women Medallions. So, I started looking at my old book yesterday, and I've already started some projects. Cool, huh? One of them is to write in my journal everyday for two weeks to finish the end of this sentence," I feel good about myself when I..." So, I'm going to finish it right now. I feel good about myself when I make others cheerful.

Anyways, in history we went to the math lab today to type up our bills. I got mine all typed up and was just getting ready to print it when the bell rang. I was going to wait after the bell for it to print out, but the printer was having problems, so I'm going to go in tomorrow and finish it. It did turn out to be two whole pages! I'm so proud of myself!

I can't believe it. Today, I only have art homework, and science homework, if I choose to do either of them. I am so amazed.

Today in science I really started to get confused, and getting confused makes me mad, or sad; I don't know which. Well, that continued on through my clothing class. I was in such a bad mood by the time I got out of there that I was hardly talking or making any responses to anything. I felt really bad because I think that I might have hurt Emily's feelings. That makes me sad when I make other people not cheerful, just the opposite of cheerful.

Well, I'm going to go and work on something else right now, so I'm closing out. Bye.

Wednesday, March 5


Ok, you wanna know what really stinks? I wrote an entry in here yesterday night, and then the computer crashed when I clicked save. Stupid, huh. I am really mad right now. That was a good entry! This really pisses me off.

I guess that I'll just rewrite what I can remember, plus I'm going to save every now and then so that I won't loose anything if the computer crashes again. So, here it goes.

In history this whole week, Miss Arnold is gone. She's on her honeymoon cuz she just got married on Monday. But, her husband got called to serve in the Army. That's why they got married so soon. So, she's not Miss Arnold anymore, it's something like Mrs. Robertson, or Roberts. So, our sub is the other Miss Arnold that's not Miss Arnold anymore. She is now Mrs. Davis. She was our student teacher last semester in history. That's kinda funny because at first there were two Miss Arnolds, and now neither of them are Miss Arnold.

In art, Mrs. Hunter has been going through different projects so fast that it's been hard to keep up with her. I did finish two projects now in class, but that is two projects for this whole year in her class. Sad, huh? Well, I think that the next project will be fun, though I don't know what to do for it yet. It's personification.

In science we've been assigned the end of the term final project. It's where we have to build a machine that has the 7(i think) simple machines in it. I think that I'm going to build mine out of K'nex. Cool, huh?

In sewing we've finally started our vests. Mrs. Gonzalez says that we should be done with them by a week from today. A week? That's a long time. I'm pretty much done except that I have to sew the zipper and the hood on and then finish all the sides. That's not very much, but there's still some people in my class that haven't finished their pants yet!

In drama, Melissa says that she's going to be gone all next week. She says that the sub would most likely be someone whose personality I would like. She also said that she had referred to me as someone who could answer any questions that she had. Our class is so bad right now. They're always goofing off.

In the play I've been having a lot of fun. Yesterday, we were fixing the trouble spots, which was just about everything. Oh, I finally have my own line in the play! It's in the nighttime scene, and I have the first line. It goes like this: "You know, George, it looks more like an airplane to me the way the lights are blinking on and off like that." Cool, huh? Anyways, Melissa was going around fixing the "pictures" in "Happiness," and instead of me walking down the stairs and sitting down by Breanna, Dannelle, and Nathan(George), she told me to walk across the platform and stand by Matt Lister, who plays Shroeder. When we heard that, I was just like, "Ok," but Matt was like, "YES!!" Wierd, huh? And then, when we ran through the song with our new placements and we got to the part where we were supposed to be "loving the person next to us," he was like leaning on me, until Melissa said that he should kneel down and I should stand up with my hand resting on his shoulder. I personally think that we should sit or stand back to back, but NO!

Then today when we ran that song, he did what he was supposed to do, and then when Ester- she's our piano player- went back to go over it again, he was being wierd and stood up and put his arms around me. Then when I pushed him away, he just put one arm on my shoulders. Then when we were getting closer to the end of the song, he took it off and I just leaned on him. I think that in the song we should be on the same level, but Melissa is obsessed with different levels. I think that that is why she had him kneel down. But then, she had just about everyone else on the platform kneel down, too. I personally think that that is stupid, but I'm not the dirctor. I think that I kinda like Matt.

Oh, I have to tell you this - today right before we were doing the "Happiness" song again, Matt was on the platform and he said really loud,"Hey, look- I'm Chase! Aaagh!" And he jumped off the back of the platform. Then Chase got really mad at him for some reason and started chasing him around acting like he was going to knock Matt's brains out. Crazy, huh?

We also have to sell presold tickets for the play now. I haven't sold any yet, but I'm going to announce it at Mutual tonight. I think that that's a good idea. Then maybe we'll have an audience for the play. Cool, huh?

Oh, also today at rehearsal, we were supposed to be practicing our "Blanket Dance," but James took my chameleon and I started chasing him. Then his shoe flew off, and I started laughing so hard that I pretty much wet my pants, literally. Sad and scary, right? Then I had wetness for the rest of the time I was there. I felt really embarassed, even though it didn't get my outside layer of clothing wet.

Well, I gotta go and see if Marci's started cooking dinner yet, then I have to go and eat, then I have to go to Mutual, then I have to finish my homework.

Sunday, March 2


Today I've decided to keep a diary, only on the computer. I don't usually write in my journal, but I think that this way I can write in it any time I want.

I have so many things that I could write about. At school I'm in the play called Charley Brown, as a Blanket Dancer. So, in other words, I'm just an extra. We were all assigned to come up with a name and a personality for our characters in the play. I decided that my name is Sheila, and my original personality was 'very obnoxious, but can be understanding at times. Now, though, I don't think I want to be that, I mean, It's a good personality, and it would fit my character some of the time, but that other part of the time it just doesn't work. Oh, also in the play, there's this one guy that I really like. His name is KC Lord. He has the funnest personality, he's always modest (which is what I look for in a guy, even though I shouldn't really care right now in life), but he has this problem of almost slipping with swearing. He gets so close sometimes that it really bugs me.

Ok, there's this thing that Michael told me that's been bugging me lately. He said that someone he knows likes me. I thought that I had it all figured out a couple of days ago, but he said that it wasn't KC, and he also said that I probably wouldn't like it if I found out who it was. I also thought that it could be Brad, but that didn't fit the description that Michael gave. So, I'm still waiting to find out. Also at school, my history teacher has not been easy to keep up with, to put it bluntly. She has been giving so many homework assignments lately, and has been giving them out like she thinks that she is the only teacher in the school that gives out homework. It's really been hard on me to keep up.

Ok, I have to tell you this. It's kinda random, but anyways, Marci got this Disco Ball hanging door set from one of those sales that they do in class in Elementary school. She didn't like it, so she gave it to me. It's really quite trashed, some of the pieces were broken, and there was nothing to hang it on or with. Really stupid and weird, huh?

I've been looking for some new hair styles lately, also. I don't really like leaving my hair down, so I've been doing it up more often. I've been doing the same things over and over, and it's been pretty boring. I really need some new ideas.

Well, besides all that, things are just great - not. Anyways, bye.